What is the point if nobody cares? Why should i care? What difference will it make anyway? Whether or not i end up poor, what does it matter, who am i, after all? Who am i to "Them" ?? Who are any of us to "Them" ?? If we end up poor or worse, it is no ones fault but ours, because who cares if youre a good person? Who in the Corporate-fucking-bullshit World cares if youre an honest, hard-working citizen who just wants to support a family, when theres others with less strings attatched who would work for less? Who cares about your life your family etc? Who gives FUCK whether or not you survive?!?

Evidently i do.
But for all the good it does anyone, i may as well be talking to a brick fucking wall.

At any given time, there is something simmering under the surface of my consciousness. And some things stoke the fames.
It pisses me off that things can be as bad a they are, how did we dare to let it get this far?? That all "They" care about is getting something for nothing. And the next artificial high.

"Here is where you are.
There is where you want to be.
But you can't get there from here."
Cant get there from here. Cant get a word in edgewise... cant do anything to help people. Cant get famous. Why should it happen to me? Im nobody special. Who would listen? Cant help anybody. People are starving in some places, yet we in America have food literally spilling off the shelves in supermarkets (etc) !!!! We have more than we could ever need! People are starving here too!! It's not just, like, Europe, Asia etc, HUNGER IS AN INTERNATIONAL ISSUE. People are sleeping on thr street because housing is too expensive & no one wants to hire them. Nobody is angry about what im angry about. Nobody gives a damn. They just to "I don't know them, they can't help me, why should i care?" People dont give two shits about each other, is just the "Me me me" mentality. It Pisses Me The Fuck Off. What makes me *angry* is that people SHOULD care about each other, they say it themselves!! Yet, we as pathetic low-life disgusting excuse-for-existence humans continue on our mode of self ahnilation (<cool word!!). It may sound cynical but its also true and [y'all] know it. Killing, raping, hurting, stealing, soul-sucking life we have created for ourselves deserves whatever terrible end were bound to have because of our own foolishness & ignorance. We deserve to die.


Whatever.